February

February had started. We will almost be graduated. I have feeling of want to be graduated and go back to Japan. I also have feeling of don’t want to graduated and enjoy more high school life. But my feeling is no the matter. Time will go on and eventually, I will be graduated. Right now, I shouldn’t think about what will happen in the future. I have to think about what I should do now. That is what is important.
Last weekend I had tennis match. We lost in consolation match but it was very good experience. I watched the final of tournament. They played incredibly good. I wish I could play like them. We lost the match but we understood what we have to do before the season. I will improve more by the time we play in spring season. By the way, our tennis coach for Keio came yesterday. I don’t know why he came but he was talking with our captain. Spring season is nearby. I feel excited because I get to pay with many people who are from other school. I also feel scared because this is my last season for playing tennis in high school. So if I lose in the tournament, that would me my last game and I don’t want to end it so I feel scared. But, I will enjoy playing.
Today, the grade report will be passed out. I don’t think it is that bad. I didn’t do badly in the exam so my grade should be better than last quarter. I think 12th grade is easier than 10th and 11th grade. I think that is because in 11th grade, we had physics and in 10th grade, we had chemistry. Those kind of subject lower my grade a lot. But 12th grade, I could get more than average in the exam. So it is easier. I think I am enjoying the senior year of Keio. I will enjoy more.